ciao bella.

i mean it’s alright and all, not like i can’t handle my classes and whatnot. but i’ve spent so long doing pointless school things while i put off my own dreams for my future. i just can’t stand it anymore. thank god i graduate in may because i don’t think i could do this much longer without feeling completely depressed. so many people my age have worked hard/are working hard to accomplish their goals, why can’t i do the same? i understand the idea of a backup in case my music career doesn’t pan out the way i hope but still. i feel like an uncreative waste of space most of the time. GREAT.

and sorry if i complain about this too much on this blog but it’s my blog so whatever. it’s not like i’m “internet famous” anyways. i’ll still probably get all self-conscious and delete this anyways.